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I once again have no idea what to write about. I started this post once before and had roughly 700 words and my computer decided to up and quit on me leaving me with nothing. Not even a saved draft to go off of. Great. Thank you so so so much blogspot. I really appreciate it especially since I am going out of town tomorrow and will have no computer to finish the blog posts that I won't have done on time. For that, I would just like to say thanks again. I hate you.

Well now I have hit a road block. I once again don't know what to write about. How do I have nothing to write about?! I have seen millions of movies and I could write about one of those but no! I can't. Why? you may ask. I don't know! I don't know why I can't write about something, but I just know that I can't do it. Besides, I haven't seen anything good lately that would even deserve a review. I saw/snuck into Black Swan with a friend last weekend but I couldn't even do that movie justice. It was so amazing and complicated that I would just get everything wrong. There is no point in even trying to write about that. I did however have an idea the other day about a movie that I haven't seen. The movie is Beastly, which I'm guessing is supposed to be a "remake" of the Disney original. Here's a few tips: 1. you can't remake Disney movies. Every kid in the universe knows the story of Beauty and the Beast so don't try to mess it up. 2. don't pick the hottest guy in Hollywood and try to make him ugly. It's obviously not going to work. 3. if you wanted this movie to be a success, you would have made him fat and ugly instead of giving him a few scars and letting him keep his chiseled six pack. Do you think Vanessa Hudgens would fall for him then? Doubt it.

You all know by now how obsessed I am with the musical Next to Normal but here is a video of their performance at the 2009 Tony Awards. You can watch the whole thing if you really want, but if you want to see the best part, you will skip ahead to 5 minutes 11 seconds and look at Aaron Tveit's face. It gives me chills every time I see it. I guess you could say he's the "bad guy" of the musical because he wants to take his mom away but that face just gets me every time.  

I once again have no idea what to write about. I seem to voice my opinion a lot and let everyone know what I am feeling. Sorry about that. I know that most people don't really give a shit what I'm feeling or thinking for that matter. I know that because I feel the same way about other people's blogs. I hate it when they go on and on about how they are feeling. Nobody cares! I don't want to talk about movies. I don't want to talk about music. I would rant about how much I hate my brothers right now but that would be totally contradicting myself, so I won't do that. I honestly don't know what to do. And yes for any of you who are wondering if this is for a grade. Yes, yes it is. And I hate every minute I have to sit in that class and listen to the one smart girl who has an opinion on everything, the loud obnoxious girl who doesn't shut up and the one kid with the razor sharp wit who tries to be best friends with the teacher. I. Hate. It. Can you tell?

;ldjf oiwaeufoiejrlmansfroHWORJH. That is honestly how I feel right now. I would probably smash the computer if it weren't my mother's. You know that look your mom gives you when you try on new clothes and you really like it and she doesn't? It's that "if you really like it" kind of look. The look where she clearly hates whatever you are trying on but she doesn't want to say it, so she just gives you "the look". Then you get mad and she is all "clueless" as to why you are mad at her. The only reason I bring it up is because it happens to me on a daily basis. She will give me the look and I won't say anything, but when I give her the look, I get yelled at for being "mean" to her. What a crazy world we are living in these days.

Wow sorry. I was ranting again wasn't I? Well since I was on the ranting track anyway, did I mention that my computer crashed yet again? That would make it the third time this year. That's the third time I have lost all of my pictures, all of my iTunes and all of my school projects. One would think that after the THIRD time, my parents might get a new computer. No. They are so cheap. My mom complains that it's me and my brothers messing up the computer. Yep it's me all right! The whole three times a year that I use it. I'm the one crashing the computer every time. You caught me!

Thanks for listening to me vent. Sorry for venting. I'll try to not do it anymore.

Pelekania